no. 07 : it's a meme! a meme! also word vomit.

[allmiracles]

omg guys. so vanille has reached over 5,000 comments!! YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS, RIGHT? IT'S TIME FOR AN EVERYTHING MEME. i mean everything. i promise i won't even flake, all you people that i flaked on before. relationships, first impressions, headcanon, drabbles (including "5 things" drabbles), questions, hot or not, fst, blah blah blah, you can even make up stuff and i'll do it.

this includes vanille, dante & ryoji.

Comments

[freewill]

THOUGHTS ON VANILLE AND CAS.

Also, give an idea of her feels about Sazh showing up, once he shows up.

[unguilded]

RELATIONSHIP MEEEEEE

also i can't wait to meet your girlfriend

[noteworthy]

Relationship for Vanille or Vanya! or Vanille and Cinna!

[cavemenwin]

Relationship w/ Illyria?

[rhymeswithpain]

are we girlfrands, y/y?

[mind_over_metal]

Vanille and Mal! and/or Dante and Tatsumi idek what their relationship of mutual mockery is at this point

[debossy]

sup Vanille

[allmiracles]

let's see how incoherent i can be.

OMG CAS IS SO COOL. she's absolutely intrigued by his abilities and what he can do!! the parallel she's made between cas and an eidolon has kind of earned him a special place in her heart? there are a lot of things she reallllly doesn't understand about his world, and the place that he puts himself in that world with god and what exactly his role is, but she's absolutely convinced herself that he's somehow there to show people the right way.

while she sees him as a person, she also sort of treats him like a being from another world. she's really glad that she got to help him through his problems with dean, because there is something she can teach people, even someone like him! stumbling your way through emotional problems is something that really can only do for himself, even as she tries to hold his hand through it.

learning about other people's lives and helping them with their problems are things that vanille does to divert herself from her own issues. it's a way that she can feel like she made an impact without looking at the things that have passed that she really doesn't want to deal with. in some ways, cas' problems were a distraction from things that were really going on. but it's always kind of like that. she sort of starts out learning about people because she doesn't want to look at herself, and then ends up adoring them/crushing on them/getting close to them! i think it falls into the "she adores cas" category and wants to help him learn about emotions!! and she wants him to be happy with those emotions and be with the people he loves.

[skinofalizard]

I AM NOT HERE

what do you think of victor, dante?

[allmiracles]

did you get swallowed by pants.

[freewill]

It's so funny that she thinks he's cool, because most people in his canon are like GOD, HE'S SUCH A NERD. But Vanille doesn't know that he has a horrible lack of pop culture knowledge. Maybe she'll learn about his nerdiness someday.

The way that she thinks of him like an eidolon is so adorable, I can't even. ;u; It's not... entirely the same, but there are enough similarities that it's a cool comparison to make. ♥

It's sad how she's always trying to help others to avoid her own problems, and sadly... that isn't the sort of thing Cas would really be aware of. :C Not unless he read her mind more, but he doesn't do that much these days. But uhh, she's really good for helping him through that stuff, because she doesn't pry and she explains things in a way he can grasp... Not to mention she's patient. HE APPRECIATES IT, HE REALLY DOES.

[allmiracles]

HEY DIO IS KIND OF GREAT BECAUSE SHE CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON HIM FOR A GOOD TIME. it's also relieving spending time with him because he never asks any questions, and never really pushes her in any direction that she doesn't want to go in. they usually don't talk about anything that's heavy, and end up rolling around and have a good time. I THINK THEY DO THIS SO MUCH THAT there was the whole "zomg you're a lord??" and "zomg you saved the world?" thing that kind of happened a few weeks ago. it's interesting because while they really kind of know about each other's personalities, they really don't know much about what's happening/going on in each other's stories and lives in their own worlds. so, vanille doesn't really ask much about him when she'd usually be prying right into his life because there are so many other things to do with him that she gets distracted. she also feels like there's a sort of mutual agreement not to ask. so she doesn't ask him, and he doesn't really... ask her.

anyway, he's really a delight and she feels really relaxed and comfortable around him, mostly because she doesn't feel like she really has to keep her guard sharp. HE IS JUST A LOT OF FUN, AND KIND OF WANTS TO HAVE RECKLESS FUN, AND SHE'S COOL WITH THAT. instead of having to work to side-step her problems through conversation she can just do it by having a really good time. even when she watched herself get killed in the memory post, he sort of lead her away by the hand and was like LET'S GO DO SOMETHING ELSE, LET'S NOT THINK ABOUT THIS, which is totally up her alley.

so she really adores him and wants to wear his suit.

[allmiracles]

WELL in cas' defense, too, she's really, really good at it. and i think sometimes she even fools the people in her cast? SHE ALSO FOOLED SAZH, REMEMBER? where she was like oh blah blah blah your son!! and then got hit in the face with her own emotions when she realized that oh shit, what happened was totally her fault.

haha the eidolon parallel is totally kind of off, but she loves it, anyway. thanks vanille. it's okay. vanille doesn't know any of your pop references, anyway. she didn't even know who dysley was because... 500 years.

[allmiracles]

ALSO I'M SURE MY GIRLFRIEND WILL BE QUITE HAPPY TO MEET YOU.

[onlyoneof]

TELL ME ABOUT HOW I'M YOUR FAVORITE

[allmiracles]

you want to know about her goo goo romantic headcanon that she has about peter and lincoln and their dates because it's hilarious.

jfld and you know the other day she totally snogged fuuma before he left and i was like "....would peter approve.... oh well."



... i'll write you something. it will be about how you're my favorite.

[onlyoneof]

He left, so it's okay.

...

Your girlfriend is hot.

[allmiracles]

THANK YOU FOR YOUR ADULT CONCERN, PETER BISHOP




....yeah she's kind of super hot.

[onlyoneof]

I AM VERY RESPONSIBLE AND STUFF AND STUFF.

...

I MIGHT GET DISTRACTED BY HOW HOT SHE IS. HOPEFULLY THAT WON'T BE A PROBLEM.

[allmiracles]

YOUR RESPONSIBILITY IS REALLY SHOWING WITH THAT LAST COMMENT

[freewill]

YEAH SHE BASICALLY FOOLS EVERYONE oh Vanille. :C

And I know, and then I have Sazh who is like DID YOU EVEN PAY ATTENTION IN SCHOOL?? So I get to play Cas with you, who is more oblivious, and Sazh, who is much less so. YEAAAAAAAAAH.

[allmiracles]

YEAH ALL THE VANILLE FOR YOU.

[skepticalities]

. . . well now I want to know.

[allmiracles]

WAH VANYA. I ALMOST FEEL BAD WRITING ABOUT THIS. okay, so she really, really adores vanya to death, but vanille has a lot of issues (as i was saying above) with drowning herself in other people's problems so she doesn't have to be aware of her own. vanya is really the perfect candidate for this—and in a lot of their threads vanille consciously changes the subject of the conversation off of herself so she doesn't really have to explain/deal with some of the issues that she doesn't want to deal with. telling vanya about oerba and waking up in crystal five-hundred years later in one of their more recent threads was a really big step for her. now, this is partially because vanya has a lot of her own problems to deal with, and vanille knows that she worries about all of her friends and makes an effort not to add to that. it's really interesting because a lot of the time vanya only sees one side of her, and that's her stereotypical bouncy, happy girl big-sister side.

so, there's the bit where she gives pretty good advice on how to deal with things, but she's never really telling the whole story. even the bits of information she gives her are really few and far between as far as... what happened. AND SHE DOES THIS ON PURPOSE.

but she really feels like she needs to take care of vanya, especially from a familial perspective. vanille is really domestic, and she likes to make sure that everyone that she cares about is taken care of in the ways that she knows how to take care of them.

[allmiracles]

i think i told you about her little sick-time mental image.