no. 07 : it's a meme! a meme! also word vomit.

[allmiracles]

omg guys. so vanille has reached over 5,000 comments!! YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS, RIGHT? IT'S TIME FOR AN EVERYTHING MEME. i mean everything. i promise i won't even flake, all you people that i flaked on before. relationships, first impressions, headcanon, drabbles (including "5 things" drabbles), questions, hot or not, fst, blah blah blah, you can even make up stuff and i'll do it.

this includes vanille, dante & ryoji.

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[allmiracles]

ALSO DUDE I RESERVE THE RIGHT FOR VANYA'S RELATIONSHIP TO VANILLE!! tell me your things.

[noteworthy]

hi. sorry this is likely going to be long and relatively incoherent.

If it isn't obvious, Vanya adores Vanille a lot and really thinks of her as one of her Camp sisters. One day, Vanya will awkwardly ask her if that's okay, so get ready for that! Vanya sees Vanille as someone she can go to for help, or who more importantly will track Vanya down if Vanya's upset which sometimes Vanya needs and always responds to. Vanya's used to be neglected at home and even though she's had over two years at Camp she still needs people to reach out to her and she's grateful that Vanille does. Vanille is one of few people in Camp Vanya doesn't feel like she's bothering when she needs to talk to her.

Though, Vanya can tell that there are things that Vanille isn't telling her and it worries her sometimes. She doesn't want to be too nosy and ruin everything, so she's not going to push Vanille to talk about her issues even though she really wants to. Vanya does worry that Vanille might not trust her enough to tell her. She was glad that Vanille told her about Oerba and waking up in crystal even though it made them both kind of sad because Vanya hopes it means Vanille's trusting her more and thinks Vanya's good enough to talk to about serious things.

But besides that! Vanille is the awesome big sister that Vanya never had and Vanya really wishes she could be as happy and pretty and friendly and well-liked as she thinks Vanille is. Vanya looks up to her and thinks there are a lot of things she can learn from her. Vanya's also completely honored that Vanille wants to be her friend and values their friendship deeply even with the secrets she suspects Vanille is hiding. Also the valentine Vanille made her has a special place in her fort with all of her most important pictures and she really does think it helps her have better dreams.

[allmiracles]

i think there's also a bit where vanille feels like she doesn't want to show vanya her problems because she has to be brave for her. she has to set a good example and be that kind of emotional support.